FarhanFireman

Too busy too blog laa...

2007-11-09T23:54:00.000+08:00

People out there!This will be my last blog....the reason being sometimes I got too much too write,sometimes I got too little too write, and sometimes I don't even have time to write...It was nice while it all lasted

So,as this is gonna be my last post,I'll talk about what happened these few days...hahakz..Since like last 3 weeks,I've been making tonnes of new friends....From primary school reunion to outing with my cousin's friend,it was definitely something money cant buy:friendship. I can't ask for more right now. I'm very happy that things are running smoothly for me and I wanna say thanks to those who always made me laugh and smile without fail....especially "The Jiwa Gang"!!...hahakz!...since meeting up with you guys again,I can't wait to have our 'meeting' online...hehex!!

That is all I have for the moment...maybe I'll blog again...It's only a maybe people...hehe..

"To those who left me,go eat shit...to those current friends,apprieciate me....to those future friends,you're gonna have a hell of a time with me...Hahakz!!!"

Oh yeah....

2007-10-20T20:30:00.000+08:00

Its been a great week for me...for once,it was raya again and surprisingly,I got all the green packets as usual...very happy about that!

And a week ago,my grandmother was transferred from CGH to St Andrews Hospital which is just behind CGH itself.At the 1st sight of it,I was sighing coz it look so boring and no aircon like normal hospital do...But,at the 1st step of the seventh floor,I heard laughters,and guess what...at the ward where my grandmother was,there were around 3 student nurses...3 hot student nurses. Instantly there was a smile on my face and eversince that,I regularly go to the hospital...hahakz!

Ooh and yupp,I ended a month long search for my great friend. Me,din and shafiq bought for her this limited edition Adidas watch which was red and black in color and there was only one piece at the store. It was so gorgeous that din wanted to buy it for himself and to be honest,I liked that watch very much too...But for her,the 3 of us go ahead and bought it for her.

Lose some,gain some...it's all in our own hand....

2007-10-10T00:26:00.000+08:00

Sometimes,human behaviour just confuses me. We all wanna be appreciated right,but in return we should learn to appreciate others too,and that's basic common sense...But now,here comes the part where I get confused by some people...seriously confused....

My friend told me that she was feeling all suckie coz she felt that most of her friends have ignored her including her closest pal. I felt kinda pityful for her and so I accompanied her on the phone and stuff.

But then,a few days back,when I told her it was another friend's birthday a couple days before and asked her whether she wished our other friend,her answer really amazed me....She said."What for?It's none of my business anyway..."

At that moment of time,I realised that she deserved to be ignored by everyone coz of her selfish act...and from then till now,I didn't even spoke a word to her,I'm just so disgusted by her actions..wanting people to appreciate her,but she herself doesn't appreciate her own friends....

A7X for life...and spongebob too...hehe...

2007-10-03T17:53:00.000+08:00

For those of you who've heard the new Avenged Sevenfold song "Critical Acclaim",you gotta watch this one....really,it's a must watch.....

Memories back from the dead....

2007-09-30T00:05:00.000+08:00

I just finished clearing and tidying up my study place where my computer is and the place was basically in a mess. So I started tidying the place up around half an hour ago.While tidying up and clearing spaces in my cupboard,I came across this particular thing that made me stop my work for quite some time.......

.....It was a photo frame that was meant for my 'Y'(take the letter before it...if you get what I mean)...And so,all the memories that I've buried deep inside me came to live and played around in my head.....

But in the end,the photoframe that I decorated with neoprints we took together during our happier times together,never made it to her coz I know,she would jus throw it away or dump it at some corner....

POOF!I was back to reality and continued with my work...I took out the photo and tear off the neoprints,and kept the photoframe while throwing away the picture and neoprint....When I thought of it again....I said to myself...."you were one heck of an emo-shit...I'm glad that I'm now like this"

Yesterday and today was fun!!

2007-09-29T22:32:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I went to break fast with my elder cousin with her members....Around 13 people was there including me. So we have a good laugh while eating and as time pass by,I got along well with everyone...but I don't like this guy in particular....In malay,I'll say "nak step besar mane sak!"....But overall everything was fine...

Then suddenly,one of my cousin's friend came up to me saying that on that day I'll be her boyfriend...and you can imagine how my face was after that...hehe...

And today,I broke fast at my cousin's house...Basically the whole family was there,all my uncles,aunts and all my cousins. Around 8 pm,all the cousins went inside a room and we chill out there and we blast the speakers with this particular malay song. All of us were singing the song and slowly I started to add sound effects at the end of every line. Then slowly the others add some stupid moves....and at the end,me and 2 other cousins were already standing up,scanking and dancing like crazy maniac and the rest who were watching were laughing their hearts out till one even have tears rolling down her cheeks...hehe....

'Takdir Dan Waktu'

2007-09-25T23:02:00.001+08:00

(needa wait a while ah...loading slow ah)

This is one heck of a great song,one of the most meaningful song I've ever heard and I've been listening to this song since kindergarten...erm,its a malay song,so,sorry ah to those non-malay...hehe...The lyric is below...go listen and read the lyric...I can somehow connect the song to my past,and that makes it more meaningful for me...

'Takdir Dan Waktu'

Tidak kutahu mengapakah Sepinya melanda hatiku Dan bukannya kemahuanku Datangnya sendiri

Tidak kutahu mengapakah Pilunya dipinggir hatiku Dan kucuba untuk mengusir Tapi tak berdaya

Lalu terbuka gerbang hatiku Menyambut rindu datang bertemu Aku gelisah

Kini rinduku menjemput cinta Yang ditakdirkan denganmu sayang Bukan pintaku atau mahumu Semuanya suratanNya

Tapi mengapakah kau sekadar waktu Cinta yang datang cepat berlalu Pergimu sayang bersama cinta Tercalar pedih di dalam dada Aku tersiksa

Aku terdiam kaku menahan Bisanya menikam kalbuku Separuh nyawa ku pandang wajah Di depan kaca

Tutup kembali gerbang hatiku Tidak bermaya langkah kakiku Di saat ini

Tidak kusangka jadi begini Terpisah jua kita akhirnya Aku sendiri tidak mengerti Sungguh pilu di hatiku

Untuk melepaskanmu demi kerana Ku masih sayang, sayang padamu Terbangkit resah di dalam kalbu Terhimpun rindu (sayang) (Luka cintaku)

Can love no more....

2007-09-24T22:19:00.000+08:00

For quite sometime I've realised this but I just somehow forgot to write it on my blog....I just can't love anymore....I've tried once....It just won't be there....Seems that the door of my heart is being shut for real....I know there's pros and cons of love and being in a relationship...but did the cons damage me that badly till I can't even have a bit of love feeling for that someone I like???...I wonder....

Confessions...

2007-09-21T22:13:00.000+08:00

Confession 1:Deep down,I like U for quite sometime already but don't dare to tell U. Confession 2:Even though I talk to U of of all the girls that come and go,U are the one who really stole my heart. ...And I know,I'll never be your choice,coz there are loads of guys who are way better than me around U....

Holiday's are gonna be over soon...

2007-09-19T14:48:00.000+08:00

For me,school start next week...such a spoilsport sia....only when I'm starting to be in the mood...its gonna be over. Other poly such as NP and TP starts after Hari Raya sia...so good. I WISH I had dat kinda holiday,so that at least during the fasting month we can stay home. To my sweetheart,biler lagi kite nk jumpe nii???At this rate we going which means that we meeting each other once a month seyy!!...Hehex!...See U soon aite!!

2007-09-18T12:17:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: February 27

You are a spiritual soul - a person who tries to find meaning in everything. You spend a good amount of time meditating, trying to figure out life. Helping others is also important to you. You enjoy social activities with that goal. You are very generous and giving. Yet you expect very little in return. Your strength: Getting along with anyone and everyone Your weakness: Needing a good amount of downtime to recharge Your power color: Cobalt blue Your power symbol: Dove Your power month: September

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Dove means peace right???...So that makes me a peacemaker ehh?...I wonder...

Fasting month so far....

2007-09-16T04:56:00.000+08:00

Since the 1st day of fasting,I've been staying up till 'sahur',a term which refers to the meal we have before sunrise...and after that around 5am,is the time I slept....U can even see the time this entry is posted....I've no idea how I could stay up till 5am but I just did it. I filled my time with chatting,playing miniclip,checking out friendster and puff puff puff....So if U guys happen to wake up between 1am and 4am with nothing to do....go online and chat with me aite....hehe....I'm serious!!

It's all over....

2007-09-14T18:23:00.000+08:00

Its all over before it ever began....I'd rather have this kinda ending than being ignored the whole way.....It was nice knowing U though.....

okayy...i change my mind..

2007-09-10T20:11:00.000+08:00

Ok...Now I do believe in love...coz I'm having a crush right now...Hahakz...actually for quite sometime already,but only until today I'm sure I'm on the right track...hehehehe......

L.O.V.E

2007-09-09T03:46:00.001+08:00

How do you define the term LOVE?...that question has been lingering in my head for quite sometime...infact for months. This LOVE thingy could make someone laugh,and some cry,some to plead and beg. Others could be very physical...if U guys know what I mean lah..hehe. For those in love and having a good time,everything seems so well placed and things seems so heavenly...and for those who are having conflicts and arguement,things could go very awry,crying here and there,sulking everywhere they go. I respect some people who didn't have a steady before such as one of my cousin. She didn't have a boyfriend before,but she is leading a happy, normal life. But on some occasion when I see my friends having a ball of time with their partner,I envy them....but when I look at those couple with problems and arguement,that made me think twice about having a girlfriend. Ok I admit,I had a fling before when I started poly....we met only around 4 or 5 times, and we have already hugged and kissed each other,then suddenly both of us were very occupied with school,that we didn't contact each other until now, and lost contact. After all that,it made me think---coz I don't miss her at all. To put it in a cruel way,I rather have flings than having a girlfriend. I'm just being frank with U guys who's reading this and think whatever U guys wanna think about me coz this is my blog so I can write whatever my opinion is either good or bad. So now I'll give U guys a simple question:WHAT IS LOVE???

Aiyoyo...what's happening dah???

2007-09-06T12:51:00.000+08:00

As I woke up today...I was greeted with not one,but two bad news. Firstly,my grandmother told me that my other grandmother was being admitted to the hospital in the early morning coz of mild stroke I guess. And after that,while I was tidying up my sleeping place,I got to know that my aunt also was jsut admitted to SGH coz she collapsed at home while going off to work.....Haizz...one by one bad things happened...but still,I gotta look on the brightside....These things that are happening are life experience for me which no one can buy with money. So that I won't have a culture shock went I step into adulthood in the future where I need to be more responsible to handle these kinda things....To my long lost fren...If I can look on the brightside,why can't U?...Don't be sad k,it's just part and parcel of life aite..stay cheerful ehh giler....

Hey hey hey...

2007-09-05T00:50:00.000+08:00

Waa...I finally chatted with someone seyy....its been months seens we had a light-hearted chat ehh.....and btw....I think I know where U got the info I fell in the drain...confirm from here right???...hehe....nice chatting with U...glad to know that there's no bad blood between us anymore...chat more laa ehh,tkmo sombong2 ehh giler....hahakz!

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2007-09-02T20:00:00.000+08:00

My body's aching,my legs are killing me,my head is full of thoughts,my heart's concern over what's gonna happen next...why is all this happening to me???...I hurt no one,I even put others in front of me...but why all these things still happen to me...I don't deserve all these...gtg now..to the place where I don't belong..........................

Its been a hard week for me....

2007-09-02T11:57:00.000+08:00

Just great...in the middle of all the disarray I am in,something happened yesterday that capped off my weekend in a very sour note....i was playing soccer with my cousins at east coast,and I kicked the ball to hard that it went onto a drain...at the same time I was msging and the msging period was very tense...I was very distracted and felt restless....when I saw the ball floating in the drain,I took things into my own hand and never think of the risk---I just jumped into the drain. It was one god damn huge drain filled with some fishes and crabs. The moment I jumped into the drain,I knew I had stepped on something sharp but I don't really care....I got loads of things going on in my head....after throwing the ball back onto land,I realise something---I can't get back up coz the sides of the drain is very slippert because of all the algae and the super sharp corals....In the end,it took 4 people to pull me up...In the end,I got lots of cuts that is bleeding after I got onto land....Now,I am struggling to even walk normally...But then,I don't really care coz there are loads of stuff going tru my head as I hope that everything will get back to normal...I really want things to get back to normal...I really,really do...

hibernating for awhile...

2007-09-01T00:18:00.000+08:00

Hey people out there....I may not be posting any post these few days...coz I'm not quite in the right state of mind....things are not quite going my way and the I'm used to...conflicts here and there...I've no one to talk to....so I'm just gonna 'hibernate' from everyone for a while...just staying away from everyone to let go all these negative feelings that I have...But I'll gladly reply or respond back to U if any of U wanna talk or chat with me...So anything just beep my hp k...FarhanFireman signing off....

The exams are over...here comes the holidays!!

2007-08-24T22:01:00.001+08:00

Finally,the examinations are over...all the stress is off...time to enjoy people!!woohoo!! got loads of things to do...from going out,to playing loads of soccer and many many more...hehe.... Ehh why ah...people keep asking me why I dun have gf....cannot see me live single happily ah?...haha,not pissed off,just a bit curious....Doesn't mean that I'm friendly to all girls,I must have one gf....It's just the way I am...which is being friendly to any girls that are willing to be friends with me.....

One more paper to go....

2007-08-21T00:41:00.000+08:00

I got one more paper and it's gona be the holidays....woohoo!!...6 weeks lehh...!...got so much stuff that I wanna do that everything seems to get stuck and i dunno where to start...hehe.....I wanna lepak with my frens,roam around singapore with them....and there's gonna be a chalet right after my exams!!How cool can things get for me???...hehe....really looking forward for the coming holidays....Really happy with the way my life is going...can be more perfect if my dad is understanding laa,duh...hehe....

The countdown ends....where it all begins a year ago...

2007-08-14T08:47:00.000+08:00

So,today’s the day….14.8.07…exactly one year ago,something started…a new chapter of a love story…that died miserably…took me months to get over it…. K.let me make it clear to you people out there ehh,I’m writing all these not bcoz I want her back or prove something to her….nothing of that sort at all…I washed my hands about her sia… all I’m trying to say is,sincerely,I admit that the 6 months I was with her was the sweetest time of my life…I feel wanted,I feel loved,I feel cared for….For the 1st time in my life,I feel so close to someone….she has been the only one who showed me the true wonders of love…She has done the best she could to make me happy and I did almost everything for her…lying to my parents big time was one of them…haha...but too bad for me,coz people change and all those sacrifices have now all gone to waste…It was nice while it lasted….So,only sweet memories fill my mind at the thought of today’s date…. Farhan says:”Well,I hope U and ur guy can be together till death separate U guys apart and good luck in everything U do in ur life…Treasure the people U love before U are only have left with treasured memories…so long and take care…”

hmm....

2007-08-13T22:00:00.000+08:00

I tried to be perfect,but nothing was worth it....

I tried to be understanding but she didn't understand me....

I tried to take things easy,but things got harder and messier....

In the end,I was let free...Fly alone.....

If U people think I'm being emo-ish right now....

U r all wrong!! WAKAKAKA!!...i'm happy this way!...being free,with no one to look after....I think everything that happened to me was a blessing in disguise.....To have a partner right now is a burden...or better still,don't have a partner at all...just flirt and play around!..wakaka!!...(correct or not my dear gd fren?...hehe!)....tommorow is the day Ive been counting down to...I'll explain everything in the next post aite...take care people!!!

examination's coming!!

2007-08-12T21:21:00.000+08:00

hey guys,been quite sometime that I last post a blog...been busy lately laa....yesterday was the start of the new season of English Premier League(EPL)....i'm so glad ah..at last,I see the light after 3 months of waiting....hehe...can't live without soccer people.....ok,and last,the exams are coming...I'm so scared laa coz I've been playing around and not really study,even in class!...But luckily only 3 papers spread out in 9 days,so can study for quite sometime ah...gonna start 2mlw,no doubt!..after that,its the holidays!!!woohoo!!

The best national day I ever had...

2007-08-10T01:22:00.000+08:00

So.today basically I went out with my frens...we went out to marina to catch the firework...it was effing crowded ah...so it was me,din,shaik,aznee,rahman,ali,jannah,atika and zulaikha(I tink dats how her name is spelled...heeee)...it didn't go out smoothly coz sum people wasn't 'behaving' themselves....after that,me,din,shaik,and the last 3 gurls name that I mentioned above,went to simpang bedok....we reach there quite late and by 11,all the gurls left and it was just the 3 of us left...after eating,we started talking abt gurls and our past relationships...hahaz...we walked all the way till my house,which is effing far away!...so talked about the pain we went tru,the frustation we felt...haha...and we talk about loads of stuff,like imgining the 3 of us riding a motorcycle each at the speed we were walking just now...heee...and many more....its funny though coz we always hang out 2geda,but never talked in the way we talked jus now...so,dats all for now aite..... To din and shaik,damn those people who hurt our feelings and busted us...Jiwe Brudders.....

Finally...the truth unveiled....

2007-08-05T20:08:00.001+08:00

Finally,after months,she talked to me,via msn....the 1st thing she asked was my msn nick...i got no opportunity to type evryting out coz I type slow...hehe....If the person herself is reading this,this post is 4 u.... The reason for me putting my nick is,not that I'm still not over U...infact I am so over U...so dun hesitate to chat wif me coz I wun have the mood to fight and no reason to fight unless U find trouble wif me....Im a changed man,not much of an emokid,more of a guy with hard stand right now....bully me and I'll punch back,insult me and I'll insult back.... The real reason why I put that as my nick coz from that date onwards,I will admit even though we argued and fought a lot,I had the best 6 months of my life...I really felt wanted,loved and cared for....I really miss those times where I can manja2 with U and sharing my joy,laughter,sadness and tears with U...but too bad,we can only plan,God will decide on evryting...I agree that I've been irritating to U,but do keep in your mind that I tried my best to change,even U notice it too...The only regret I have was holding on to your words which I hang on as if I'm hanging on for my life after we broke up... So I hope U are enjoying life right now and I really wish U the best of luck for your future...and btw,no needa act dunno laa when I ask U about your bf...I knew about it a long time ago,got loads of resources around me...heehee....

Soccer day...hahaz!!

2007-08-04T17:42:00.000+08:00

We won 6-4 seh!...and guess what...I scored also leh!!!...but own goal ah...hehe....centre back mah...gabra a bit ah....hehe.... All of us met up at 9.30...but in the end we started at 12....the opposing team came late sia....then when we were inside Temasek Poly,they cannot enter coz the security guard helld them...wakaka..... While waiting,me shafiq and adam were smoking behind TP,beside bedok reservoir...after smoking while walking back to enter TP,we were looking at a few girls walking to exit TP....as we walk nearer,one of them was effing familiar...then,she shouted out my name...It was my cousin Noraini!...Bwahaha!!..she shocked sia...hahaz....

the most boring friday of my life....

2007-08-03T23:53:00.000+08:00

I was kinda pissed off ah today...where did everyone go?...how come only me,sahlie and shafiq?...where did the rest go?...Could U guys at least spare a thought for me and sahlie?...If U guys go off,what are we suppose to do??...we did nothing,jus waiting time to pass us by... And some people suddenly have issues with me ehh....talking about me behind my back...U people better watch your back right now....just because of a line of words,U people talk abt me,I'm fine with that...but what I dun like is making me look so despo in front of the person....

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2007-08-01T21:36:00.000+08:00

I just got my hair cut!!its super short now...hahaz!! Got test tomorrow,don't even know a single shit about the topic ah!!...die ah like this...mati leh...hong kan oraidy laa!!

'Sick' Day...Part 1...hehe....

2007-07-30T19:59:00.000+08:00

Yesterday after painting a bit of my house,my dad told me to go to the doctor today as I was coughing and sneezing all the way...After he said that,I saw the opportunity--to skip school!!...wakaka!...so,as I wake up today at around 10,I took my own sweet time listening to my mp3,I watched a bit of cartoon,then I bathe and made my way to the doctor....I was actually not that sick,but in order to get 2 days MC,I coughed out loud and acted weak in front of the doctor...hehe,so my plan worked and I got 2 days MC...yay!!

How I wish every saturday was like yesterday...

2007-07-29T16:46:00.000+08:00

Hey pple!...I really had loads of fun yesterday,it all started from the moment I wake up till I sleep...In the morning I woke up at 7 plus coz I gotta a match that starts at 9am...Sadly,we got thrashed 6-2,I almost scored after the match jus started but my shot hit the right post and went out...then in the 2nd half,I played as the last man and instruct the four defenders in front of me while clearing up any mess made by the defence...for the whole 30 mins of me becoming the last man,we didn't concede any goals ok!...haha!! ...Ok,enough of soccer,lets move on...the match ended at around 12.30 pm...and by the time I reached home,it was around 1.30pm...I'm suppose to meet my fren at eunos mrt station at 3 pm,so I had more than enough time to bathe...after meeting her,we went to bugis and meet my poly classmate for a while coz I'm passing him cigarette,after that I and her went to banquet and eat...so on and so forth...we went to loads of places,from marina square to suntec city to marina bay to watch fireworks,after watching fireworks,both of us sat in front of ther parliament house from 8.30pm till around 10pm...we had loads of fun,laughing around(coz most of the time i'm the one disturbing her..hihi!)...Oh ya!when we are at banquet,she was drinking coke tru a straw,then by accident,she squirted some coke onto me lehh!she was apologising profusely,I actted mad but I was actually on the verge of laughing out loud...heee.... So at around 10.50,we reached eunos via mrt and I sent her home which is a short walk...after sending her home,the most scariest thing happened... I watched her walked till she entered her home from across the street,when I was watching her from far,I felt uneasy and as if someone was watching me....after seeing her enter her house,I light up a cigarette and walked my way to the bus stop outside the mrt station...I walked tru a short street which is in front of a CC,and I've walked on that street before...when I was walking there,I heard a soft giggle-all the way till I reach the other end of the street...I was really freaking out coz there was absolutely nobody on the street except me....when I reached the bus stop,I sms-ed my fren,the one whom I fetched home,everything that had just happened...the funny part is,she is freaked out after I told her and even though she's having a stomachache at that time,she dare not go to the toilet...haha!.. But overall,I enjoyed yesterday very,very,very,very much!

Can't wait for saturday...

2007-07-27T20:50:00.000+08:00

I'm getting better right now,my cold is not that bad anymore... Today,I've lepak-ed with ali,sahlie and din for almost 7 hours...we did nothing much today,joke around,laughed so much...and we sing much more...haha...we created our own medley of songs,we linked all the songs anyhow and any song that came to our mind..hahaz!...other than that,we just slacked around... aah...the reason I can't wait for tomorrow is because that in the morning,I'm having a soccer match at opera estate field..I can't wait for the match coz its been a long time that I played a match on a field....I really miss wearing my soccer boots....and after that in the afternoon,I'm going out with my fren...heard from her we going bugis...so there you go,my plan for saturday...that's why i love saturdays!hahaz!!

I'm getting sick....

2007-07-26T21:03:00.000+08:00

Wth,I'm having a very bad cold rite now...and it's a bad one.Just after I woke up early in the morning today,my nose was not feeling good and I knew what's gonna happen,which is I'm gonna have a bad cold.As what I predicted,I was right...the whole journey to school,I was sneezing and blowing my nose,and it doesn't help that my head was spinning.I can't concentrate in school the whole day,all the lecture theatre and the classes that I attended was filled with the noise of my sneezing...hahaz.... Today after school,my mum asked me to take her letter from our tampines house.As instructed,I went there straightaway after school.When I reached there,I put the letter on the table in front of me where I was sitting.I left it there and watched TV for quite sometime and then my uncle and aunt came...So we chit-chat for a while....then when it was around 8pm,I decided to leave and head back to my bedok house,so after salam-ing everyone,I left...I took bus 17 and I listened to my mp3...after alighting the bus,I was at my void deck alreay when I realise...I FORGOT TO TAKE MY MUM'S LETTER WITH ME!!!...I was so fed up with myself that I took cab back to my tampines house just to take her letter....and took bus 17 again to go back my bedok house...Haizz,what a day it has been for me....

My sasau day....

2007-07-25T22:31:00.000+08:00

As expected,today was a short day and after school I'm going to fetch my frens from RP....we took bus 168 back to Bedok and in the bus,thats where my sasau-ness started...hehe....there were 6 of us...wahidah,zahidah,athika,aznee,rashid and me...i was sitting beside zahidah and halfway tru the journey,I slept....and I mean really sleep like nobody's business....which was weird coz I can never sleep peacefully when I'm outside....This is what my fren's told me.... They said that,halfway tru my sleep,I woke up,and said to zahidah in malay,"If you we're my girlfriend,I would have hugged you..."...after that,when we are at around tampines,they wanted to wake me up,but they had a hard time trying to do so....they pushed me,they tickle my ear,zahidah even slapped me(as in my thigh)...but all that did not woke me up!...then,it was wahidah who pinched my leg till I cannot tahan...hahaz!...and by the time I woke up,we were 1 stop before my house....which means that they took from when we were at tampines till bedok that I finally woke up....after I woke up,I became sasau,or blur to the max....When they told me all this after I woke up,I was so malu ah!!...So,the moral of the story is,when any of you guys out there see me sleeping in the afternoon,don't hesitate to wake me up ok,I don't wanna have a repeat of what happened just now,so malu-ating...wakaka!! Postscript: My cuzin wants her name on my blog..her name is Noraini...(will that do??...hehe!)

Night out at pasar malam :)

2007-07-24T23:01:00.000+08:00

I had an effing good time going to the pasar malam in front of Century Square!...actually the pasar malam wasn't that interesting,but it was the company of my frens who made my day...we laughed almost the whole time!....there was din,shaik,firman,wahidah,zahidah,atika and aznee....we had a ball of a time.....after going tru the pasar malam,we lepak at a void deck of a block behind the pasar malam,that was when we had the most laugh....we sang,we ate,we joke around and much more...hahaz!...Firman and din got pinched loads of time by wahidah,coz they were causing so much havoc...hehe....and even though I was innocent and did nothing,I got pinched too....and thanks to that,i got a blue black at the place where she pinched....but,who cares?as long as I enjoyed evry moment of going out with them,I'm more than happy...hehe...Hope to go out with U guys more often aite!

Just another normal day....

2007-07-24T16:40:00.000+08:00

Ok,so today was basically just a normal day,nothing much....Started school at 8,have break at 12 till 1.30,ate some rice with chicken,continue class till 3,den go home....boring huh.....but wait,later I going pasar malam with my frens ok!woohoo!...hehe,at least got sumting to look forward right....But the best of all is,tomorrow I start at 8.30 and finish at 1 leh!very short day...yay!...Usually after that I would fetch my good fren from her sch,but dunno why she don't want me to fetch her tomorrow leh...dun tell me she's still angry at me?...hmm,I wonder.... Btw,my mum just told me that earlier today she told my dad that she allowed me to hold onto my ATM card...then,my mum said his reaction was that he was very shocked and was unhappy about it...he said to my mum that what will happen if i spend all the money inside my bank account....After my mum told me all that,it sets me thinking,why does my dad never trust me in anything I do?C'mon,I'm 17 for goodness sake,not 7....please don't control me too much,I'm really unhappy about this issue coz it has been going on for months....I'm not trying to be ungrateful or rude here,but I think I have my right to voice out my wants and don't wants....I wanna be treated as an adult,not a child....

ape ni....

2007-07-23T22:56:00.001+08:00

hmm,guess dat my mind has been added wif another problem...My smiles these few days have nvr been genuine....I didnt even call her any of the words or names dat i use to disturb her....argh!!!...i jus wanna run away frm evryone!...my minds in a mess....tis is the time when i need all my close frens,including her arnd me...but,things took a twist 4 me....

what I've done???

2007-07-23T22:41:00.000+08:00

Gosh,she's mad at me....but at the 1st place, did I did anyting to hurt her??? Eh,dun be mad at me leh....we fren2 wat....hehe...cheer up ah gurl!

1st day blogging...hahaz...

2007-07-23T20:58:00.000+08:00

Hello pple out there...this is my veryy 1st blog..so a bit gong2 ah at blogging...hehe....I created this blog to express out all my feelings...hatred,anger,happiness,sadness,disappointment..love and heartbreaks....all my deepest feeling I'll let it out here....here is where U'll see my true colours as a person.....so if there's anything that I post in the future that may hurt U,I'm sorry but this is the only avenue I can express free my mind.... So....today was quite a fun day,I hangout with my close frens...we sang,we laughed,we played Football Manager like some small kids who just got a new toy to play with...hehe....most importantly,I had fun....Hmm,but still,behind the smile that's always on my face,deep inside,I dun feel quite right,certain issue just keep on playing in my mind....but I'll just put that aside for now and have fun....so thats all 4 today aite....